i think my throat might feel a little less painful if i ripped it out. my back feels like it's broken and i feel like i have a headache all over my entire body. being depressed feels terrible when you have such intense physical ailments. it's hard because when you're sick, or at least when i'm sick, i can't do anything but lay in bed and think about all sad stuff that i usually just block out. i thought i felt empty before, but when you have no physical strength it's completely miserable. i want to sleep until it all goes away, but that's not gonna happen. i just want someone to bring me soup and watch a movie with me so i don't feel like such a freak. but that's not gonna happen either.
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sarz Viv. That shit sucks.
Especially when you're your own nurse.
Remember Vick's, Contac-C, and Mucinex.
i need that vicks real bad right now. i've been taking some shit i stole from whole foods. i tried to go back to that publix the other day for some drugs and all the employees were giving me the stink eye. i think they know i'm a criminal.
if i wasn't pretty sure i have a punctured lung from violent coughing, i'd bring you some soup...like a thai chowder or something
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